On Friday, David Bowie turned 69 and released his 26th album, Blackstar, to critical acclaim. By the end of the day on Sunday, he was dead, having succumbed to an 18-month battle with cancer.

I love David Bowie, and his music will be with me forever, changing, growing, shedding light in otherwise dark corners. He will be sorely missed.

The awesome video above is for the exceedingly honest song “Lazarus” from the new album. In it, he’s all but literally telling us he’s dying:

Look up here, I’m in heaven
I’ve got scars that can’t be seen
I’ve got drama, can’t be stolen
Everybody knows me now

Look up here, man, I’m in danger
I’ve got nothing left to lose
I’m so high it makes my brain whirl
Dropped my cell phone down below

Ain’t that just like me

By the time I got to New York
I was living like a king
Then I used up all my money
I was looking for your ass

This way or no way
You know, I’ll be free
Just like that bluebird
Now ain’t that just like me

Oh I’ll be free
Just like that bluebird
Oh I’ll be free
Ain’t that just like me

And now he’s free.